Sometimes i really very envy others can be together so happily and so sweet. Every night wondering, when can i be like them too? Hais. It's like something always pull us away. It feel like the myth of niu lang and zi nu like that.. Sad lurh. Hais. But nvm ba.. Baby seems bu zai hu like that. But i know one day she will really come pei me lur:( And 2 more days jiu birthday ler. I really hope that she will really come without any obstacles anymore. Hmmmm If she really come ler, that will be my best birthday present for my whole life lur! Hope nothing goes wrong ba. Hais. If she really come i shao huo ten years also nvm:) HAHA! Hao lar. I LOVE MY BABY FOREVER!!!! i really hope she wont bomb me this time. HAIS....