its all becuase i'm haikim people. thats why i cant be with you... what law is this? what era we are all in now.. paikia? shirt? gangs between gangs?? what is this. police also got paikia.. lao puey lang all happy together, whats wrong with gangs between gangs de stupid problem?? whose stupid mentality is it that all gangs buey gum?? what is this?? why everything should be me? i dont wanted to.. all i wanted is to be with her like normal couples are. why is it so diff? PHT? HAIKIM?? whats wrong? is only a name isn't it?? i thought people can be together not because only to same shirt de people?? i thought friends are friends?? i thought being together doesn't need to be same gang cai suan friends?? what the hell this world is?? birthday wishes... PUI~ i swear i will not celebrate whatever birthday anymore. bull shits! birthday wishes doesn't comes true.. it's all a lie.. i hate this worls. i hate myself being in haikim. i don't want anything i just want her to be with me.. really difficult?? whats wrong?? i just wanna be a normal guy that can have a normal relationship.. why must it turn out like that? what do i really deserve to have?? a pile of shits? hais. i hate aall this. i really hate it.. i really dont know why gang and gangs must buey gum here and there.. what the hell is wrong if pht and haikim people are friends?? hais.. my fault in everything.. ALL MY FAULT!!!